All those memories

All those memories are nothing for you?

You are not supposed to even remember that or think of me

I often remember every single time witch we spent together

And now I’m so disappointed

Why this happened to us

Why I didn’t do that

Why I said that

Oh my god…

I really want to back to those days

I really want to change my self

I don’t expect anything

I can not say that I don’t want to leave from him

It’s just one sentence but I can not.

He said Do you loose weight?

I said Maybe

He said Why? You’re not eating?

I said I’m eating

And I went for blush my teeth in bathroom

Like escape

Of course I lost my weight that because of stress

I want to cry but tears are dried up already

I want to cook for him.

Seriously.