Just cry and cry

I moved out from his house today…

First I just went to supermarket and chemist and then I got everything what I need.

And I came back to the room and placed my stuffs in cabinet.

During doing that, I felt so lonely and I’m still missing him…

And I felt like tears came out.

I remembered I needed to call him at night

I was gonna call him around 8 pm or something but he called me 20 minutes ago.

I answered hello?

But my voice was small

And I couldn’t stop crying.

When he asked me Are you ok?

My tears came out. It didn’t stop

I tried let him not to listen to my noise which is I was crying but he noticed that.

And he apologized me because he knew I felt pressure from him.

But actually he didn’t mean to put too much pressure on me.

He also knew I still like him

Because I cried.

Because if I don’t like him and just having complaints about the room, I wouldn’t cry.

I cried because I like him.

He asked me if I could stay a few days or I wanted to come back.

I wanna come back but I said I could stay for a few days.

Tomorrow I need to talk to him again

I sent a message to the agent and told her that I really don’t want to stay here.

I wanna get back together with him..